I have a lot to say. My head is full of many thoughts. Some of them are important, some are trivial.
I don’t want to write them down.
The thoughts that are important – I think, anyway – deserve a response. Deserve more than the four or five readers that occasionally stop by here.
I know that my life is very boring. I don’t have the resources to make it any more interesting than what it is. I live a pretty simple life and it is not going to change any time soon.
So, I know that no one really comes here. I write this mostly for me and it will likely always be that way.
But what I’ve been feeling, what has been torturing my thoughts for the last several weeks feels bigger than this space. Bigger than the tiny world of this one stay-at-home mom.
I don’t know how to go about this.
I don’t want to write down something that is important and difficult for me to say and see no response.
Over and over. There are no comments.
Yesterday was officially fifteen weeks into this pregnancy.
I’m not doing so great right now.