I’m tired. Tired of being tired. Tired of feeling nauseous. Tired of not being able to sleep at night because no position is comfortable. Tired of this feeling of panic because I have no idea what I’m doing. Tired of feeling like I’ve made no progress in cleaning the house. Tired of not being ready. Tired of waiting for the stinking nursery furniture to get here. I’m tired of being pregnant and yet I’m so not ready for a baby.